~JumaaT 12/02/2010~

hari ini hari jumaat.....
hari yang semua orang menunggu.....
tak kira bagi anak-anak yang bersekolah
mahupun orang-orang yang bekerja
sebab apa??
yeah...itu dia....
cuti raya cina.....

hari ini suasana agak suram
muram dan kelam
sebab ramai sudah pulang bercuti
seronok je tu dapat cuti
muka member-member tadi
berseri-seri sebab sudah
tak sabar nak jmpa
mak kat kampung

dapat dirasai nikmat kehidupan
bila orang yang tersayang ada di depan
dari mata ke mata
turut dari hati ke hati
seronok bila dapat berkumpul bersama-sama....
hehe.... dapat ku gambarkan keadaan itu

dapat ku gambarkan keadaan itu
ibu yang gembira menanti kepulangan anaknya
ayah yang bersyukur atas kepulangan anaknya
kakak yang lega menyambut adiknya
abang yang steady melihat adiknya pulang
dan adik-adik yang riang menanti habuan
serta jiran tetangga yang bakal mengadakan jamuan
semua nya...
menanti dengan penuh harapan.....

haih.....
kan best kalau dapat ku pulang ke rumah....
semua orang gembira
dapat pulang ke kampung halaman
tapi aku.....
aku masih lagi di sini....
masih lagi menanti....
menunggu....
berharap....
sesuatu yang ajaib akan berlaku.....
umpama seorang yang tidak memiliki sebarang jiwa...

dapat ku bayangkan riangnya wajah ibu,
syukurnya ayah
leganya kakak,
steady nya abang,
gembira nya adik-adik ku
jika ku pulang bercuti di rumah

tapi.....
apakan daya ku
kewajipan harus ku penuhi
tanggungjawab harus ku galasi
amanah perlu ku laksana
biarpun jiwa ku merana
memberontak
meronta-ronta
akibat belenggu jiwa
yang celaru kerana
tidak dapat pulang beraya
bersama-sama keluarga yang tercinta

p/s: di sini saya ingin mengucapkan selamat tahun baru cina kepada semua sahabat2 baik yang bakal bercuti ataupun yang sudah bercuti....berhati-hati ketika memandu dan menunggang...jangan biarkan penantian keluarga menjadi tangisan.....adiossss........

~TodaY~

today
is a great day
great sunny day
with little cloudy on the edge
is there any edge of the sky?
i begin to wonder about that

today
i walk the same road
meet the same people
seen the same agenda
and do the same routine

today
i begin to wonder
when will this end?
the same boring day
the same dull day
the same pitiful day

today
i pitied myself
i pitied them
i pitied everyone
for the very same reason

because today
is the day
that everyone face it
like the very same day
as yesterday
and the day before
and also the day before before that

~A NeW DaY HaS ComE~

a new day has come
as the day as before
as the day that always is
as the day that always were
as the days of days
from day to day

a new day has come
the day that i went to the mourne
mourning the live
mourning the living
and also mourning the dead
a day that is full of mourning

a new day has come
the day that she went away
the day that i slipped away
the day that they went their way
the day that someone lost their way
and many others found their's

a new day has come
the day that i finally make a stand
a stand to the one that stand above me
a stand to what i believe
a stand to what i deserve
a stand to what i need
a stand to which i defending myself
and a stand of fight for everybody
that needs freedom

a new day has come
the day that
a little piece of freedom is last
the day that
a little bit of joy has been enjoyed
the day that
a great oppurtunity has been granted
the day that
oppurtunity being wasted
the day that
sadness surround us
the day that
a new life is born
also the day that
a life is gone
the day that
we enjoyed peace
also the day they
robbed our peace
the day that
we grant something
also the day that
we lost everything

a new day has come
the day of days that has been counted
that has been wanted
that has been waited
that has been longed
that has been granted
that has been wasted
that has been postponed
that has been approved
that has been selected
that has been rejected
that has been enjoyed
that has been mourned
by every single person in the world

~RingkaS~

saje
jari-jemari gatal nak menaip
arini byk mase free
saje nk buang mase...

da lame x berblogging
sbb tu gila menaip
skang pon da gile menaip tanpe henti...

so xde pape pon tuk post ni
saje je nk main tekan...
sronok agk nye....
hak3x

~MakinG FriendS~

making friends
what is making friends?
is it having to know someone
or is it having someone to know us?

making friends
it is as easy as ABC
but it hard to keep like secret
take a while to develop
but it last longer than anything

making friends
having them cheering for us
having us is also cheering for them
having both make it even more cheerful

making friends
what's for?
for our private concern?
for our parents?
for the society?
for a living?
or just for making fun??

ask yourself the true purpose of having friends.....
FRIENDS, not FRIEND....

~A LittlE PiecE oF HeaveN~

This is the song from Avenged Sevenfold, A Little Piece Of Heaven

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,(hahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, We fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you a chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
(Over and over again)
We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have a wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do.)
I now pronounce you...

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

lately aku jd suke dgr lagu nih
x tau nape lagu nih cam masyukk jeh....
pape pun enjoy dgr lagu nih....

~GettinG StarteD~

gettin started...
yeah,i'm back...
but i don't know how long dpt last longer kan blog nih.....
msuk ni da 3 blog da aku wat....
tp x tau nape msti cam rase kekurangan jek.....

erm.....
kat sini tringin nk bgtau....
aku syg sgt2 kat pempuan kat bawah ni.....



tp x tau nape lately feeling tu jd berkecamuk....
bkn aku x syg kat dia,
tp aku x tau ape yg jd punca masalah kitorg...

td aku bkk blog dia....
erm nmpk nye dia hepi kat tmpat dia...
bgs la...
aku suka tgk dia hepi.....
tp aku jd x suke plak dia hepi sbb bnda yg aku x suka...
xpe la beh.....
abg maafkan...

aku kadang tu x leh nk thn diri aku dr berasa marah...
tp aku x tau nape,
adekah aku ni baik sgt
smpai slalu sgt kena pijak ngan org laen....
oopppssssss.....
ini bkn kisah org di atas tu...
ni kisah laen....
hehe....

erm 2 3 arini xde keje nk wat kat tmpt keje nih....
so aku berniat nk bkk smula blog nih....
hope mase depan akan jadik best la blog nih...
hopefully la....
x tau la aku nih rajen ke x nk update....
tp pape enjoy la ek....
ni je yg ade wat mase nih....sori....