~UpgradE~

finally.....
dapat gak upgrade blog...
haha.....
maybe xde la cantek sgt pon....
tp sbb line tenet x bape ok,
n limited resources....
so ini je la yg dpt buat mse skrg nih.....

so disini ~L~ nk kasi credit
same mereka yang byk membantu....
1st of all,
smua "gurus" yg sggup ajar
by tutorial kat blog diorang
special thanks to:
kak Rara,
kak Ynn,
cik Huda Luna,
and kak Ween.

juge x lupe pd mereka yg bg support:
MsAnne,
Miss Adila Jabar,
Cik Reena Tan,
and of course,
my Prinses Houri..

so,
if ade pape komen,
jgn la segan silu nk kasi....
every comments is really do appreciated
heks...
adioss~

~AlonE~

alone
no one want to be alone
but loneliness
live inside every human being
the feel of emptiness
fully occupied the heart

alone
what's wrong with being alone?
it's far more better
doing thing's our own way
living our own path
mind our own business
care our personal matter
bla bla bla...

alone
it's right to be alone
but it only for sometime
just enough for us to
find our true self
we need time to judge our self
and need time to
'upgraded' our self
into a better person

alone
don't you ever feel like that my friend
as long as i'm breathing
i will never let you be alone
so bear in mind
that i'm always here
for you
to help you face
the greatest enemy
in our self
which is
fear of being alone

*because i know the feel*
*and i understand the pain well*

~HearT~

oh oh my.....
my heart are hurting me...
i'm hurt
my heart also hurt
by the feeling
that you left on me

i don't now why
you want to follow me tonight
and let me down so
under the silver moon
maybe you were right
but I was lonely

i love you
from the bottom of my heart
but you tear it apart
even i managed to mend it
and i know it will broke again
but i keep on mending it
because i know
and you know
only you in my heart

~BuanG YanG KeruH, AmiK YanG JerniH~

ermm...
entry ni L nk tujukan
khas kpd kwn2 yg ade d luar sane
o yeahh~

wahai sahabat
kita hidup dalam serumpun
sebangsa
seagama
mengapa harus begini jadinya
haruskah masing2 bermasam muka?
haruskah bersikap buruk sangka
sedangkan kita semua adalah sama
hanya hamba yang menumpang hidup
di dunia yang dipinjam sementara

wahai sahabat
perlukah kita berterusan begini?
salaing benci-membenci
menyalahkan antara
satu sama lain
hanya kerana
perkara yang kecil?
kita adalah orang dewasa
mempunyai akal fikiran yang
matang dan bijaksana
tak perlulah ada sengketa
kerana buruk padahnya
di hari muka

wahai sahabat
ingat kah dikau di satu ketika dahulu
kau genggam erat tanganku
seiring sejalan kita berpadu
menuju ke destinasi yang satu
tapi kini
mengapa kita saling membenci
saling menuding jari
di atas salah faham yang kecil
yang tak seharusnya menjadi
api didalam persahabatan
yang suci ini

wahai sahabat
salahkah jika dia hadir antara kita?
salahkah untuk ku bersahabat dengannya?
sahabatmu sahabatku jua
bukankah kita saling berkongsi rahsia
dan juga berkongsi suka dan duka
mengapa pula
hanya kerana dia
kita bermusuhan sesama kita?

wahai sahabat
sebagai sahabat
ku ingin mengingatkan mu
kita di dunia
hanyalah sementara
jika dia ditakdirkan untuk mu
ku tumpang gembira
jika dia bukan untukmu
juga bukan untukku
maka lupakanlah dia
yang cuma persinggahan di antara kita

*diharap post ini dapat menenangkan dua hati yg sdg berperang d sebabkan sesorang....ingtlah,krg gado2 pon xkan smpai ke mana....berdamailah...itu yg terbaik...*

~JealouS~

hah...
post ini xde kaitan ngan
sebarang prasangka
buruk yeh....
just sy dua 3 ari ni terasa
nak update blog
and at the same time
melawat blog kwn2 blogger yg laen

jealous tgk blog diorg...
cantik...
mcm2 bnda ade...
bila tgk blog sndri
rase mcm x menarik lgsung...
ptt la xde org bace...
huhu...

pape pun
sy akn try
kasi blog nih
sgt2 menarik utk d lawati
huhu~

*~TUNGGU~*

~HappY FastinG (RamadhaN al-MubaraQ)~

selamat berpuasa
kepada semua sahabat2 yg membaca
post ini x nk tulis panjang
just nk wish smua kawan2
supaya dpt menunaikan ibadah puasa
pada thun ni
dengan kejayaan...

Ramadhan adalah bulan perjuangan
dan diakhiri dengan Syawal
sebagai bulan kemenangan
so sape yg puasa
dia akan menikmati
nikmat kemenangan
sape yg x puasa plak
x merase la duit raye
hehe....
adioss~

*semoga kita mendapat rahmat dan inayah dari Allah SWT spnjg bln puasa ini*


Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

~Happy~

I'm happy

After not seeing you

For a long period of time

Not too long though

Even just a few weeks

But it is long for me

I'm happy

To see you are smiling

Happily around your friends

Even I'm just watching

From far away

At a distance

That not bothering you

I'm happy

To see you get along well

With your friends

They kinda like you a lot

I feel guilty

For the time you are with me

You never got the chance to

Enjoy your relationship with others

I'm happy

Now that you are free

You can choose whoever you like

And ignore whoever

Bitching with your life

It's good to see around

I'm happy

Even you seem not interested

To entertain me

But I know

Deep down

We still together

And I'm happy

Even the truth hurts

~PatH~

We live in this cruel world

With everyone carries their own task

Following their own path

Searching for a life

Where they can make a living

The path

Choose by everyone

Not necessarily the same

Also sometime it's the same with other people

Whatever it is

One must believe in the path they choose

This is the path I've choose

It doesn't matter

If it against the path of a man

Or if it against the path of a woman

It is ok

As long as its follow

The path of

Humanity

~HumanitY~

*This is a special entry to Ms. Fiqah Khalil, who had a hard time with her life just now*

Humanity

A word that simple to understand

But with lot of meaning

With thousand of feelings

And also live

In every human being

Do you feel sad?

Have you ever feel down?

Did you find yourself in trouble?

You can't escape

From that feeling

As it is the way

For Allah to test on us

It's ok to be sad

It's ok to cry

It's ok to scream

It's ok to moan

It's ok to let it out

But it's never been ok

To stand the pain alone

Dear my friends

You must remember

Everything that happen

Must be for a reason

And believe me

Allah never let HIS servants

To be sad

HE always planning the best

For us

In the future

So never will you

Lose the faith

If you are sad

Or feeling down

Feeling guilty

Feel like want to scream

Feeling empty

Depressed to much

Always remember

You always had

Allah to pray to

And also

You have friends

Who will

Always be there

Whenever you need them

To lend an ear to hear your story

To give their shoulder for you to cry

And give their heart for

Sharing the pain

Dear friend

Always remember

In whatever condition you are in

There always people around you

Who will accompany you

Through it all

Through good or bad

That's not only because we are friends

But also because of humanity

Don't ever feel alone

Because we are created for not being lonely

As humanity

Described as people

Who always watch for each other

All the time.

*Ya
Allah….tabahkanlah hati hamba-hamba MU dalam menempuhi semua dugaan dalam kehidupan mereka*

*Ya Allah…..kami memohon pada MU supaya permudahkan perjalanan hidup kami, dan selamatkanlah sahabat kami (FAIZ) dari sebarang musibah dan sembuhkanlah beliau dari penyakit yang dihidapinya*

*Aminn*

~Stand~

Stand

I want to make a stand

Against you

And against myself

Why do I let you stand in my way

So I made a stand

I want to stand

To be standing tall

As everyone else

Same as everybody

To be free

Standing free

I can stand the blame

I can stand the humiliation

I can stand the slander

I can stand your lies

I can stand your pretending

I can stand your act

I can stand anything

For you

I'm just nobody

For me

You are my everything

In you I believe

In you I put my faith

I can stand anything

For you

From you

By you

But

I just can't stand

To be alone

~PaiN~

pain....
there's a lot of pain
physical pain
internal pain
pain in the ass
pain in the heart
all are pain
which conclude to one feel
pain

pain....
a feeling that
everyone feels
but it can't be shared
even it can be told
as a story
or fairy tale
but pain
really hurt someone

pain....
why you must come in my life?
is it one of the GOD creation
for human being
to always remember HIM?
it as a countermeasure
for people who always
ignoring and
disobeying his rule and guide

pain....
why did you stuck in my heart?
you came like a hurricane
and leaving a scar that
no one can heal
no one can treat
and the scar
feel like alive
it burns inside me
turns me inside out
and hurt me

pain....
the feeling that hard to resist
also hard to bear
but pain
which make human feel like living
as it "live" in everyone

~CreepY~

ade la plak sorg hamba Allah ni
mulut potpet2 tanpa henti
dari pagi bwk ke tghari
dr tghari ke esok pagi
biar suda meleleh air liur basi
mulut dia seakan2 x dpt d kunci

pagi ptg siang malam
asik bercakap x mau diam
bila d tegur muke nye masam
walaupun tau hati org x tenteram
dia masih mengulangi kejadian silam
skali gua silambam
terjatuh tergolek lebam2

bila diri sudah berbicara
skali dua bole ku bertimbang rasa
tapi kalo suda masuk kali ke 3
mmg mrasa sedas dua la jawabnya

bercakap tanpa henti
akhirnya merana diri
kawan2 smua benci
smpai awek abes smua lari
tggal la kamu seorg diri
melayan jenaka yang x bererti
sekadar mengisi hobi sndri

sorong papan tarik papan
buah keranji dlm perahu
suruh makan dia makan
suruh berhenti cakap dia x mau..

buai laju-laju
sampai pokok asam
kenapa kamu mcm tu??
sbb mulut x reti diam....

hahaha....amik ko...dasar mulut itik....

~I HatE MyselF~

yup....
dats rite...
i hate myself....
i hate myself....
why??
only Allah know why....

i try my best....
and i hate it....
why should i try my best for.....
just for a person just for a lady....
just to prove what i am capable of....
i hate myself....

i hate myself....
i play pretend that i'm ok...
i'm ok..
if u ask me i'm always ok...
there's no problem within me....
i'm ok....
as ok as the mountain....
steady through everything...

but then...
that's what you see from the outside...
it's only the mask that i wear
to fool you
to fool everyone
to fool everybody
to see that i'm ok...
but deep inside
i'm totally broken....

i hate myself....
why must i cry to know the truth??
why am i must suffer
just to sustain my faith in you??
i hate myself....
because of everything i've done...
and for that reason,
i hate myself....
i know you already hate me,
and that make me even
want to hate myself more
and more
and again

I HATE MYSELF VERY MUCH...

i'm sori.....
i'm not into this.....
da lame x bkk blog...
byk sgt bnda happen smpai xde feel da nk mengarang....
sori la kwn2...
yg mne bce,
yg mne bkk blog ni....
yg mne just tgk.....
sori sbb dis blog is empty
n not updated....
byk sgt bnda nk crite,
n byk sgt bnda nk tulis...
but not this time...
i'm sory...
later....
bye....

byk bnda nk tulis sbnrnye....
tp nnt2 laaa.....
penat lagik nih.....
bwu jek smpai melaka pg td.....
pape pon,
tggu la post baru ek....
ade yk nk ltk kat blog nih.....
so tggu la yeh.....
papai2......

~TireD~

wah...
so tired la today...
td g bussiness trip kat kay eL...
8 jam pg n pulang....
letih ooo....
so i decide
esok je la tulis blog...
haha....
da la ponteng keje spnjg ari...
lg mau rehat...
haha....
so..
esok je la ek....
hehe...
sori smua.....
(^o^)V

~LasT NighT~

last night

i make a call
an important call
more important to any other calls
one short call
to my beloved babe

assalamualaikum...
hey there...
how are you tonight??
have your dinner already??
what you doing??
been missing me??
of course i damn miss you...
bla bla bla bla....

no matter what
that call reveals everything
i need to know
and what i must do
i must go on
with the hope tha
t the wishes will
becoming true

so my beloved ones
there always one thing
i always wanted to say to you
to say it out loud
it begins from that day
to the day after
and the day after that
and the next day
until the end of days
i just want you
to really know
and really sure
that i always

LOVE YOU FOREVER
FROM THE BOTTOM
OF MY HEART

~I'm MissinG YoU~

~Stick WitH U~

i'm gonna stick with u
for the rest of my life
i'm gonna stick with u
no matter what we going through
i'm gonna stick with u
for what u are to me

i'm gonna stick with u
for every breathe i take
for the every word i speak
for the every heart beat
i'm gonna stick with u


i'm gonna stick with u
till the end of days
till my body decays
till my bones less astray
i'm gonna stick with u

i'm gonna stick with u
no matter what will u do
no matter whatever i do
i'll stick with u
because we know the truth
that i always love u
and i will never leave u
because only Allah knows
how much i can't live without U

Houri bebeh....
i will, and always will LovE U from the bottom of My HeaRt...

~UntitleD~

Sayangku....
diriku ingin selalu disamping mu
diriku ingin menyentuh mu
diriku ingin menatap wajah mu
diriku ingin mendakap mu
diriku ingin membelai mu
diriku ingin mengucup mu

Sayangku....
diriku ini amat menyayangi mu
diriku ini amat mengasihi mu
diriku ini amat merindui mu
diri ini terlalu menyintai diri mu
kerana hanya kau yang satu
Ratu yang bertakhta di hatiku

Sayangku....
hatiku kini bergelora
hatiku kini semakin sengsara
akibat perasaan rindu yang terlalu membara
membara sehingga membakar jiwa
jiwaku yang rapuh kerana terlalu menyintaimu
sepenuh jiwa ku
sepenuh raga ku
sehingga tiada apa
yang mampu menggugat kedudukan mu
di hati ku
hanya kerana dirimu
kekasih sejati buat diriku
yang terlalu menginginkan mu...

Sayangku....
di saat ini
di ketika ini
ingin ku nyatakan kembali
betapa diriku amat menyintai
betapa diriku amat menyayangi
dirimu yang hanya kini
menjadi sebuah memori
kepada diriku ini...

Sayangku...
kau lah pujaan hatiku
kau lah punca kekuatan ku
punca kegembiraan ku
punca segala punca bagi diriku
kerana hanya dikau lah kekasihku
yang ku terusan menunggu
sehingga ke akhir hayatku

I LOVE U