~LetteR tO ~M~

It's been a while….since the last time that I saw your pretty face….it's nice seeing you….being up all good except those expression….the expression of never ending tired…..i know, lately both of us have been busy, and lately we are no more having our normal conversation….well, it's good to see you alive, happy and most importantly, cheerful….

I know, you been through many things this year, so do I…living without you by my side seems to be the worse ever condition I ever had….really wish that someday you will stand by me once again, and I always pray for that….above all, I always pray for your well being and happily ever after…that's all I'm asking….

Today, I see what you write about what happened yesterday…it's been a boring day, I admit it but I even gain a priceless knowledge….but, it still hurts me deep inside knowing you still got the same problems….i wish I can erased all that, and we can start a new beginning….

I wish that someday you manage to change, to be the one you should be…I know, it's never been easy….but at least try…I hardly see any effort you make, cause day by day I can only see things getting worse and worse, and seem like never ending….i can change so I believe you also can….

I always has faith in you…even whatever mess you in…I always have faith with you….it's nice talking to you, even given a shorter time and chances, I still glad I can make out a word or two to you…well babe, I really missed our old days, and I wish you feel the same, because right know, your heart keep telling you that we are no longer connected….we don't have any connection you say….well, I know you sad to see someone which is fading away from you, but it hurt me most to see you sad for someone else other than me….

Well, I guess that's all for now…I wish that I could be there with you when you are out there alone with the sea, because it the only place both of us approved for releasing our tension….well babe, please take good care of yourself and be good in whatever you do…even I'm no longer someone to you, bear in mind that you always the best in me…

~HarI BahagiA~

Huhu….beberapa hari lepas, tanggal 17 Oktober 2010, maka lahir la seorang putera hasil perkahwinan kakak saya yang nombor 2…setelah 10 bulan mendirikan rumah tangga, sampai la masa nya keluarga ini menyambut kehadiran bayi lelaki pertama, di mana pertama dari segi:

1. Mak n abah akan d panggil tok n tok wan
   
2. Along jadi mak long n pak long
   
3. Adik2 angah akan jadi pakcik n makcik
   
4. Kitorang da ade anak buah
   

Haa..sungguh bahagia…teringin nk tengok putera tersebut, tapi tak tau la bila dapat pulang…huhu~

 

Tarikh ini sangat significant pada saya, as pada 10 oktober along bertunang, pada 9 oktober kawan baik saya mendirikan rumah tangga, 18 oktober tarikh merdeka student tahun 4 batch ke 2 PPK BIOPROSES dan 10 october, ehem ehem saya punya ehem ehem special ehem day ehem ehem di mana saya ehem ehem berjumpa dengan ehem ehem permaisuri ehem ehem ehem...

 

Tu je la…takde pape nak tulis sangat sebenarnye….

Pai2

p/s: I never know u would love coffee….

~YoU & I~

I lose control

Because of you babe

I lose control

When you look at me like this

There's something in your eyes

That is saying tonight

I'm not a child anymore

Life has opened the doors

To a new exciting life

 

It's all written down

In your life lines

It's written down

Inside your heart

 

You and I

Just have a dream

To find a our love a place

Where we can hide away

 

I lose control

When I'm close to you babe

I lose control

Don't look at me like this

There's something in your eyes

Is this love at first sight

Like a flowers that grows

Life just wants you to know

All the secrets of life

 

I lose control

Because of you babe

I lose control

Don't look at me like this

There's something in your eyes

That is saying tonight

I'm so curious for more

Like never before

In my innocent life

 

It's all written down

In your life lines

It's written down

Inside your heart

 

You and I

Were just made

To love each other now

Forever and a day

 

Time stand stills

When the day of innocence

Are falling for the night

I love you girl I always will

I swear I'm there for you

Till the day I die…

~ThE WinD oF ChangE~

Take me….to the magic of the moment on a glory night….where the children of tomorrow dream away…in the wind of change….

 

Love this song from The Scorpions….the wind of change eh…people do change….changes are inevitable don't they?? Seeing a lot of people today, when we meet again, they may not be the same as we met them before….that's change….it doesn't matter change in shape or physically, or behavior or language, slang, whatever it is….we still can detect a change in ourselves and others…

 

Judgment…we always judged people around us….good or bad, kind or devil, sweet or bitter…we like to judge…and this judgment does not bring us anywhere, but back to the point like a circle….goes round and round…

 

I wish I could change a bit…be a person where people can accept and be the one that accept others….slightly changes does not require much effort they say, but changes are hard to do in the first place…why it is hard??because we choose not to….choose, is another inevitable thing in this world…change is always a choice, but choices also a change…in order to change, we need to make choices and making choices require us to change…

 

So, choose to change but don't change the choice…once broken, it never be mend like the original 1… =)

~InviteD OnlY!!~

Hai2….salam lebaran semua….

Da lame tak bukak blog ni…

Tapi harini, nak buat entry marah2 emosional tentang benda yang tak patut terjadi…

Pernah tak kalu korang semua bukak blog yang korang suka bace, sampai korang siap bookmark blog tu,

Tapi ape perasaan korang bila one day, blog yang korang suka sangat bace tu tiba2 dia letak sebagai private blog…

Tricky isn't it??

Kadang2, org akan privatekan blog kalo nak buat maintenance or ade la nak touch up2 diorang punye blog….

Tapi, kalo stakat nak private and kasi sendiri bace,baik x yah buat blog….

Tulis je la dalam buku diari or henset or laptop peribadi…

Tak perlu kot nak publish kat blog, tapi tak bagi orang baca…

Blog ialah tempat untuk orang2 berkongsi idea pendapat common interest and luahkan perasaan…

Tapi kalo setakat tulis, update, pastu sendiri bace baik la simpan dalam buku latihan yang 60 sen satu tu…

Apa guna teknologi kalo disalah ertikan….

Dah la merapu…hari ni puasa, so tak bole nak carut lebih…haaa~

See you again next time…

Papai~